Monday, January 08, 2007

Change...

It's so hard. It doesn't matter what you're (okay, I'm) trying to change, it usually stinks.

Right now I have a few personal goals I'm working on and they all pretty much suck. I guess the part that sucks is trying to find the motivation, stamina and willpower to make them happen. I don't feel like I've set too lofty of goals, I just feel like I'm all BLAH to try and get to them.

Are there really people out there that set goals and say "Gung ho!! No stopping me now!!" Come to think of it, when did that stop being me? I used to be like that, but now I just feel like a lump.

I have no idea what I'm trying to say other than I frustrate myself. Sweet.

(By the way, Mitchell started saying "Sweet!" this weekend...whoops.)

3 comments:

Jamie said...

Good luck sweetie! I am at a crossroads right now too. I'm trying to get my crap together and having a heck of a time. Good luck! :)

Laura said...

I LOVE that Mitchell is saying, "sweet" - that's awesome!

Kim said...

In the same boat Tara! I just can't get it together!